thank you for all the kind words and wishes on the last post :) life is incredibly complicated and confusing, especially with people. i feel like my slate is being cleaned for me. i invest less in certain friendships, so i can build up others, only for those people (well...one person) to not invest anything back. i've given up a lot of relationships, and it's like it's currently impossible for me to build up new ones or renew old ones. and the ones (well...one person) that does try to invest in their friendship with me, they can't because of distance.
i'm always cold now, never warm; my blood, your blood, i've become you. 
And even though the moment passed me by
I still can't turn away
Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose
Got tossed along the way
And letters that you never meant to send
Get lost or thrown away    
And now we're grown up orphans
That never knew their names
We don't belong to no one
That's a shame
But if you could hide beside me
Maybe for a while
And I won't tell no one your name
And I won't tell em your name    
Scars are souvenirs you never lose
The past is never far
Did you lose yourself somewhere out there
Did you get to be a star
And don't it make you sad to know that life
Is more than who we are    
You grew up way too fast
And now there's nothing to believe
And reruns all become our history
A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio
And I won't tell no one your name
And I won't tell em your name    
I think about you all the time
But I don't need the same
It's lonely where you are come back down
And I won't tell em your name 
Hannah | 
True
