thank you for all the kind words and wishes on the last post :) life is incredibly complicated and confusing, especially with people. i feel like my slate is being cleaned for me. i invest less in certain friendships, so i can build up others, only for those people (well...one person) to not invest anything back. i've given up a lot of relationships, and it's like it's currently impossible for me to build up new ones or renew old ones. and the ones (well...one person) that does try to invest in their friendship with me, they can't because of distance. i'm always cold now, never warm; my blood, your blood, i've become you.  And even though the moment passed me by I still can't turn away Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose Got tossed along the way And letters that you never meant to send Get lost or thrown away     And now we're grown up orphans That never knew their names We don't belong to no one That's a shame But if you could hide beside me Maybe for a while And I won't tell no one your name And I won't tell em your name     Scars are souvenirs you never lose The past is never far Did you lose yourself somewhere out there Did you get to be a star And don't it make you sad to know that life Is more than who we are     You grew up way too fast And now there's nothing to believe And reruns all become our history A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio And I won't tell no one your name And I won't tell em your name     I think about you all the time But I don't need the same It's lonely where you are come back down And I won't tell em your name  Hannah |