it's funny how i spent all my time to make my life it ended up terrible, but when i let God make my life (good or bad, i didn't care) he made it out so good. and it's funny how much harder it was to make my life terrible than to let God just have it, make it, be it.

i'm tired of seeing indulgence, exposure, flaunting. "flaunt what you've got" is a nice way of saying "haha, you're really a whore". if something is special, but you show it off like it's at a parade (cleavage, epidermis, or even wearing your heart on your sleeve), then it's not special anymore. if you're willing to let everyone or just anyone see it, well then, how much self respect do you really have? or are you just that impatient and/or desperate? self respect, please.

10 days until we conquer. me gusta mi querido <3

<that is my life.

"Under a light in Bethlehem I was sifting through the sand, the saline burned my eyes. I was looking for your hand, I gave up on myself, and left my pride disarmed. I cried out 'I'm Alone!' and found myself in your arms." - Showbread "And the Smokers and Children Shall be Cast Down"

hannahasd;lfkajfds :)